Assalamualaikum.
Sometimes its better to be alone. No one will hurt you, no one care about you. Rather than having someone that only be by your side when you are needed. When someone else came, they just leave you. So I think its better for me to be alone so that no one can ever hurt me. I'm done, I'm tired with all these people. I think friendship hurt more than a relationship. I just want to leave this place quickly so I dont need to see those people who hurt me. Tired to be someone who are crazy, happy and always smile on the outside but hurt inside. I'm not as brave as before. I hate to pretend that I'm okay when I'm not. I dont see who'll cry when I'm gone. I think I'm someone that just bring laughter to people and then, being forgotten. Thanks Allah for giving me such a happy family that gave me strength everyday. Missing them so much, I wanna go home so bad :(
